Well all, tomorrow I will start work as a new guy for the 1st time in 20 years. It’s spooky to think of it but at least I have a job. The company I worked for sold out and I’ve been worried what would happen to me from way back in November. It’s been odd having to apply for a job that had always been mine. I will have to get to know a lot of new people and new things. I feel it all will be better than it was but I fear change. Change for me is not easy and all the people I had leaned on over the years are gone. I’m the only one that had over 3 years that is still there, I guess that’s saying something about me but well….. I worry as everyone would in all this new stuff, I worry that I wont catch on to everything as well or……. Well…. I am told I worry too much about things but…. I have to prove myself to new bosses, prove that I’m worth what they are paying me, prove I’m as good as they hear. I don’t want to let anyone down that’s one of my big worries. That instead of flying…. I fall flat on my face and loose everything. Please everyone, think of me and say a little prayer tomorrow or something. I’m sorry I’ve not been around much and sure that will go on for some time as I try to find my feet in this new world. Thanks everyone!